I am an honest soul, probably more honest then most men are. Since being without the internet at home and only migrating to the library once or twice a day to gather mail, the odd tweet or quick blog posting; I have accomplished so much more for my health and family then I could imagine.
What Do I Mean By This?
I do keep a clean home, but not as clean as I really wanted it to be. Tony and I are perfectionists in regards to how our home appears. We also want our daughter to grow up realizing how important being clean really is. I was neglecting larger projects like ovens, fridges and cupboards.
I accomplished so much being offline like I have been. I also focused on writing, as well as other messages I received for prophecy or what I call teaching others about God’s will for certain matters.
I have been spending a great deal of time outside walking, enjoying the Canadian Geese before they fly south, and daydreaming of the Harvest and fall season ahead. I also had some time to digest some personal matters of the heart and reflect on lessons learned, forgiveness, and unusual but still passionate ways of loving others and enduring mountains to be moved to have portions of dreams fulfilled. I am a strong believer of dreams fulfilled, even if only sections of them. I have never been greedy about dreams, nor should I feel that dreams should be pressured to have the entirety of them happen. Bits of happiness is better then none. However a coolness rested over my shoulders like a shawl while having these personal thoughts. I felt the Lord moving me to coolness for a period of time.
What Advice Can I Give Others About This Special Time I Had?
I spoke to my common law spouse about how great I felt being offline and how much I accomplished both physically, emotionally and spiritually, that I have asked him to take the wylan card from me 2-3 times a week to focus entirely on all the matters I mentioned above. I figured Mondays and Fridays would be an appropriate days. A nice way to start and end the week before the weekend comes. I strongly urge you to do what is necessary to obtain peace offline if temptations of internet use are too powerful to combat. I am a huge people person. I love people, and I love to socialize. This became a bit of a downfall in my use of it.
May God bless your time to be spent wisely and more efficiently in matters of home, life, love, family and inner reflections of the heart.
