Since I am an honest individual and quite humble I guess I owe an explaination to my readers and viewers and those who have been with me the long haul.
I can confess things quite easily and have no problems doing so even publicly for that matter.
I have been abused by renee hendricks and her companion for a very long time, and now anna has joined in by posting old images and renees companion is leaving horrible blog comments that I have a mans face. Between the three of them I was made to feel worthless, ugly and so far from being a sexy woman that I crumbled in the adversity of the abuse and humiliation these three of done to me. This explains the belly dancing shot. I do have my own shots but Tony wont let me post them publicly. That part is not a lie.
For two years by two women I have been told I am not intelligent, have nothing to offer the world, no talents or skills, every website I created was horrible to look at. I did not know how to write an article or contribute to the world.
Nothing like looking at old picture with no hair and a drug addict to remind you of your past. I look nothing like those images.
Along with this abuse came lies that I stalked someone I never did.
Jeff is a real man, but afraid to post his real image.Because of how the images are being used. The image I posted up of Jeff is not him, because he is afraid of using his real picture. They take them and place them on blogs or post them without your consent.
One of them stalked a dying friend of mine to try to rob me of the last little time he had here on this earth.
The other stalked a young girl who was like family to me.
I am crumbling in the face of this adversity and I apologize to those who have been there for me through this ordeal. My family and my real friends. My heart.
Tears down my face
God is good though eh?
Do you know he still gave me prophecy even after the belly dancing shot yesterday? He knows my pain of this abuse and what drove me to it.
I am taking a leave of absence from twitter and spending time in yahoo chat and other locations instead. I want peace from three people that drove me to do things I would never normally do.
I can not handle constant tweets from them on the twitter and constantly being abused, and I can not take risks of that adversity again that makes me react against my character.
I bid my friends of twitter a fond goodbye..the ones who were there for me. Feel free to offer me the support and love here..or let me know who you are for facebook.
I will never gain peace from two women on twitter ever, I have come to accept this. Other locations offer me much more peace of mind.
One lady is leaving comments here of stabbing children in buckets but she is still being spoken too. I am escaping twitter all together. It is sickening to be around.
It is very sad when the abuse of the pictures is driving a man to use other pictures from fear of them using them like they do.
May God bless you tonight to see or hear my pain, and keep me in your prayers for a better journey forward away from three abusive souls that push you over the edge to react in ways against your better heart.
