The gift of prophecy brings many crosses to bare that is very hard to cope with, and at times accept as part as living with this type of powerful gift. Prophecy brings a great deal of persecution from unbelievers claiming I am mentally ill or some other form of abusiveness that can get quite out of control, I do not even want to discuss what I just endured with one woman for a lengthy period of time. Stooping to lie to persecute. The loneliness from the wide birth occurs because most that are delivered from the insights are fearful of saying the wrong thing to a messenger of GOD.
It is a very painful experience.
How Do I Cope
I try so hard to focus on the reward at the ending that will be given to me. I also enjoy being his spokeswomen very much, and try to find enlightening things to read, do or spend time pursuing to lighten the sadness of the cross I am to bare. I enjoy working on my blogs and embracing my creativity to keep my mind occupied from the sadness. Due to my RA, I do not leave the house for long extensions of time. I find I get uncomfortable. Day trips still occur but I am uncomfortable half way through them, while still embracing those days with my family.
What can you do to help?
If you are delivered, rest assured I am still a human being who makes many mistakes and still struggles with areas of my life with sin. I ask you to come forward and give me the pleasure of your company with comments and friendship. I have limited contacts online, and a few great friendships in person. This becomes part of the package deal of prophecy. Prophets do not gain much of a social life but a limited few. If you feel you can be one of those limited few, I ask you from my heart and spirit to not let anything hold you back from doing so. My life will feel more complete, and more rewarding with you in my life and conversations.
May God bless both me to help endure this hardship I am carrying, and to bless those reading this blog to hold my hand and heart through this experience.
