Daniel 8-The Desolation

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Traveling in forums I am seeing many false prophecies on the desolation of the temple meaning a destroying of the temple and rebuilding it in Israel. This would be a false prophecy. I think it is because Daniel 8 is not being viewed accurately.The desolation means to leave or abandon.

Daniel 8:13 (New International Version, ©2010)

 ¹³ Then I heard a holy one speaking, and another holy one said to him, “How long will it take for the vision to be fulfilled—the vision concerning the daily sacrifice, the rebellion that causes desolation, the surrender of the sanctuary and the trampling underfoot of the LORD’s people?”

The rebellion has begun, which is what the emails are that I am receiving from Court, they are gathering in conversation. It is a rebellion that is beginning.

Notice it says surrender of the sanctuary? It does not say knock down the other one and rebuild it over something else. That temple in Israel is some sort of seihk temple from what I am understanding...it can never be reconsecrated for God because it is temple for another false God, it would need to be ripped down entirely and rebuilt. That is not what Daniel 8 tells you.

¹⁴ He said to me, “It will take 2,300 evenings and mornings; then the sanctuary will be reconsecrated.”

The Vatican will be reconsecrated to proper scriptures for God, reinstating the proper ten commandments, the proper sabbath of Saturday, the idolship of Mary will go, the idols and false gods in the musuem will go, and so forth. A complete rebirth to proper scriptures.

The Trap Of Numbers

I felt in the mood to start the week off right with a good musing on my thoughts of the trap of the number, and I have a few other insights given to me these last few days. Good to know God understood my demise of the photograph from lengthy abuse and games for about two years (following me on msn live and so forth).I guess you have no idea what I am referring too when I say the trap of the number? I have fallen for this trap myself.

What is the Trap of the Number? 

The trap of the number is how many followers you have received on any social media you might have or use. The larger the number the bigger the trap. You begin to feel empowered by the follows and base your social media happiness on how many follow you instead of the quality behind it, or what is lurking in their character. You are witnessing abuse, lies and a lack of moral character that any decent human being with a beating heart can see. You do not need to be Christian to see this. As long as you have a pure heart and decent spirit you can see what is happening around you.

What can the Trap of the Number do? 

You are so enthralled with the number of followers that you have that you are not making decent choices and will  substitute your better health and happiness to keep that trap going. It can also enable you to remain cowardly for those being abused or other things you are witnessing on the social site. Remaining silent to keep your followers or what I call the trap.


What can I do to escape the Trap? 

As addictive as the number trap can be you must release that trap if you are noticing that is the situation you are in. I did it as well. Keeping my twitter even though the abuse was out of control because I enjoyed the numbers. My suggestions for escaping the trap is a variety of methods. If you can not make a stand, block them, change your contacts then releasing the profile is your better alternative if making a stand makes you uncomfortable.

In my case no matter how often I did that with blocking or removing I was still being harassed uncontrollably with stolen graphics. I decided to let the twitter go and I am enjoying two new places very much. I am out of the trap of the number and focusing on the QUALITY of the number instead. 

The Prophets Past Paramours

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Wondering, remembering and searching my memory of people I have loved or desired through the years has been an interesting and somewhat rewarding journey. Reflecting on images and shared dreams and hopes. I guess my mind is whirling with activity these past few days of what love, friendship, jealousy and desire really is. I ruffle through my past like pages of old book, and think of how much my outlook on love has changed so drastically and how much maturity has to do with it.

It is not a secret of my sexual past or history, I battled sexual immorality for many years. I have discussed this publicly. I can honestly admit that some of my previous lovers I did not love and it was driven by desire and a fear of being alone. I have loved very few.

The Idea of Love

Digging within my heart and soul I have come to discover that love can not really be explained or even contained in a box. My parents met, fell in love and were married in three months. I do not want to place limits on love, how one meets, how much conversation has occurred or how long one has known one another for one soul to love the other. Love is this unique mystery that I do believe is this private experience that is different for everybody.

I think the only thing about love that is standard is honesty, trust and friendship. 

Desire or Longing 

Desire is a very tricky thing because it can be empowered by either love or just lust. 

Monday Musing

I happen to connect to this song because of the line of "I don't want the world to see me, because I don't think they'd understand". At times I just want to dodge the world because of bullets of abuse of being called crazy, or being lied about, or more recently betrayed by another believer of GOD. At times I want to just post the memes (symbols) and remain aloof and pull myself back from further conversation with strangers. I think I am just waiting for more abuse to come my way and I have a fear of it.


May God bless you this fine Monday, Thanksgiving Monday in Canada, to help you understand why I chose this song.

My Self Discovery Offline

I am an honest soul, probably more honest then most men are. Since being without the internet at home and only migrating to the library once or twice a day to gather mail, the odd tweet or quick blog posting; I have accomplished so much more for my health and family then I could imagine.

What Do I Mean By This?

I do keep a clean home, but not as clean as I really wanted it to be. Tony and I are perfectionists in regards to how our home appears. We also want our daughter to grow up realizing how important being clean really is. I was neglecting larger projects like ovens, fridges and cupboards.

I accomplished so much being offline like I have been. I also focused on writing, as well as other messages I received for prophecy or what I call teaching others about God’s will for certain matters.

I have been spending a great deal of time outside walking, enjoying the Canadian Geese before they fly south, and daydreaming of the Harvest and fall season ahead. I also had some time to digest some personal matters of the heart and reflect on lessons learned, forgiveness, and unusual but still passionate ways of loving others and enduring mountains to be moved to have portions of dreams fulfilled. I am a strong believer of dreams fulfilled, even if only sections of them. I have never been greedy about dreams, nor should I feel that dreams should be pressured to have the entirety of them happen. Bits of happiness is better then none. However a coolness rested over my shoulders like a shawl while having these personal thoughts. I felt the Lord moving me to coolness for a period of time.

What Advice Can I Give Others About This Special Time I Had?

I spoke to my common law spouse about how great I felt being offline and how much I accomplished both physically, emotionally and spiritually, that I have asked him to take the wylan card from me 2-3 times a week to focus entirely on all the matters I mentioned above. I figured Mondays and Fridays would be an appropriate days. A nice way to start and end the week before the weekend comes. I strongly urge you to do what is necessary to obtain peace offline if temptations of internet use are too powerful to combat. I am a huge people person. I love people, and I love to socialize. This became a bit of a downfall in my use of it.

May God bless your time to be spent wisely and more efficiently in matters of home, life, love, family and inner reflections of the heart.

Pushing Ones Limits Of The Soul

Why does man push one to their limits of experiencing pain, grief and anger when they know this will be the result of these activities? They will pursue your heart, mind and soul relentlessly in a variety of methods, until they affect your health to the point where a doctor needs to be seen.

These individuals feel no sympathy or empathy nor any concern for the people they hurt constantly. Instead of letting them go entirely, they will find methods of deceit to contact them, speak to them, or keeping themselves in that persons life without that persons approval?

What can be done to stop this form of pain?

I have struggled with the answer to this for a few months now. I have not yet found the answer other then relying on prayer, scriptures and God to cease these activities that are causing turmoil in ones life and upsetting natural balance of soul.

My suggestion is to keep yourselves as busy as possible to help curb the thoughts and transgression being brought upon your person. I throw myself into creative pursuits, reading, prayer and prophecy to help me combat these attacks on my privacy to heal or privacy to move on from unworthy soul contacts.

Will one heal from these individuals?

I am bound to believe one will eventually heal from this unnatural form of mild abuse. It is a form of abuse but not highly recognized or spoken about in wide circles. Find comfort and solace with the Lord in prayer.

May God bless you today to take care of another person enduring these trials or hardships inflicted on a gentle heart, mind and spirit.

When Summer Heat Turns To A Cool Fall

The summer sun was so intense with presence and new experiences,

Engulfed in heat and burned by the imprint left on my flesh,

I swam in tranquil and satisfying liquids of oceans that resembled home,

Calling me to bask in its embers that glowed for a short period of time,

The sand had many particles that slipped between my fingers.

That brilliant and warm orb turned frigid with the turning season of fall,

Harvest colors now cloak those hues of green that remind me of life and growth,

Wool now drapes across my skin instead of beautiful portions I use to expose,

Blankets now lay over my lap while I tuck my legs tightly under them.

The fall now confines and masks the previous season of warmth.

Delightful dances and episodes of time spent lingering on one beach,

Carefully and quietly placed on a shelf along with other summers of my past,

Photographs and memories hung inside my heart and soul that sing silently,

Autumn winds now blow fallen leaves on the ground that swirl in the air,

Fulfillment from this cool seasonal change rests cocooned filled with promise.

Masturbation VS Desiring the Wrong Choices

The bible has one verse of spilling seed and not to masturbate. When you have Holy Spirit and walking with GOD, you need to view things as a whole. The entire picture needs to be viewed, not only bits and pieces.

Is It Wrong to Masturbate?

In some cases men and women are single, recently divorced or still searching for someone appropriate. In moments of weakness, loneliness or what it is called lust one might migrate to an unappropriate choice. The variety of unappropriate choices should be determined by Gods word, or determined by one of his messangers or spoke persons. Gods word determines that no one should burn with lust. In these cases of masturbation vs unappropriate choices or decisions, then masturbation would be GODS will.

Why Masturbate instead of a partner?

God does not desire our partners to not reflect the word of God for one, or living an unhealthy lifestyle. Unhealthy has a variety of implications such as drug abuse, or an unhealthy spirit. It is not realistic to believe that a man or woman will not burn with desire or lust because they are single and still searching for an appropriate or worthy partner. God looks at this in a larger format. The choice would be to masturbate your desires instead of fullfilling them with wrong partner choices.

May God bless your choices of worthy partnerships, and to ease your consciousness that self satisfaction is a wiser decision then unappropriate partners or sexual immorality with many.

Closer to God

Warning: Fowl language in the video

Why am I discussing this video?

It has spiritual connections to the bible which I am about to explain.

What is this video implying?

In many cases men who are unbelievers or beginning some sort of personal changes, find themselves drawn to whom God calls the proverbs 31 woman. It is not only scriptural it happens very often. They catch a reflection of God in her. This can also occur with women desiring men of God.

Does this video offend me?

Not in the least. I enjoy this particular song by Nine Inch Nails and listen to it often. God looks at the heart of man as the bible clearly tells us. This man in this video sees God in this woman. I just do not tweet the song out because some might take it the wrong way due to the language. However the man singing the song is enduring some sort of personal changes with words such as "help me". It is what I call the dark night of the soul. The dark night of the soul is a reflection of your own sins before the big change of becoming Christian occurs. Notice he says you can not help me with my absence of faith? However at the same time is claiming that she brings him closer to God.

Dark Night of the Soul Material to Read

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The Dark Night of the Soul is the Gift of Illumination in Higher Consciousness

May God bless you for your own illumination and endurance through your own dark night of the soul experience.

Creativity Soothes The Soul

When you are experiencing some sort of personal issue in your life, I find the more you dwell on it the worse it becomes. It begins to effect other areas of your life. Unleashing my own creative niche has helped me cope with a personal and draining experience for one, as well as the hardship of the wide birth and persecution. Completely revamping my personal blogging persona in a variety of ways has kept my mind quite occupied.

I strongly suggest finding a creative niche you enjoy when enduring some sort of personal storm. It really does help weather it.

What sort of creative niche am I speaking of?

1) Something that is satisfying while doing it and watching the results of the masterpiece come into place. It may not be technical or blogging like I have done, however so many other forms of creativity like writing musings as I have has helped.

2) Write a list of things you enjoy doing and find the best option for your spirit.

3) Ask the opinions of your closest friends and family members of what they think your creative talents are.

4) Embrace trying new things. You only fail if you have not tried.

May God bless you on your creative journey to help loosen the load.

The Heart & Spirit Are The Most Fragile In The Body

It never ceases to amaze me how people treat the heart and spirit of others without a thought to their actions of pain they inflict when a variety of emotions are attached to the individuals they are either inflicting the pain on, or the person or people doing it.

I have never understood treating a heart or soul so poorly through any friendship or what I call loving another person. When I say the word love, I simply imply the actual meaning to that word. What does love mean in general? I find when you use the word love in certain circles or relationships, they are not mature enough with growth to fully understand the meaning of the word and panic that it could mean something further then what it really implies at the route of it.

I have always cherished others who have given me love, friendship, attention or even have shown desire. I think that comes with some sort of maturity or growth. I wanted to cherish them for recognizing my person, and have always treated them quite highly.

I value their hearts, and recognize the importance of nuturing their spirits whether feelings were shared or feelings were different. I still valued them.

Prophecy Brings Persecution, Loneliness, and Wide Birth

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The gift of prophecy brings many crosses to bare that is very hard to cope with, and at times accept as part as living with this type of powerful gift. Prophecy brings a great deal of persecution from unbelievers claiming I am mentally ill or some other form of abusiveness that can get quite out of control, I do not even want to discuss what I just endured with one woman for a lengthy period of time. Stooping to lie to persecute. The loneliness from the wide birth occurs because most that are delivered from the insights are fearful of saying the wrong thing to a messenger of GOD.


It is a very painful experience.

How Do I Cope

 I try so hard to focus on the reward at the ending that will be given to me. I also enjoy being his spokeswomen very much, and try to find enlightening things to read, do or spend time pursuing to lighten the sadness of the cross I am to bare. I enjoy working on my blogs and embracing my creativity to keep my mind occupied from the sadness. Due to my RA, I do not leave the house for long extensions of time. I find I get uncomfortable. Day trips still occur but I am uncomfortable half way through them, while still embracing those days with my family.

What can you do to help?

If you are delivered, rest assured I am still a human being who makes many mistakes and still struggles with areas of my life with sin. I ask you to come forward and give me the pleasure of your company with comments and friendship. I have limited contacts online, and a few great friendships in person. This becomes part of the package deal of prophecy. Prophets do not gain much of a social life but a limited few. If you feel you can be one of those limited few, I ask you from my heart and spirit to not let anything hold you back from doing so. My life will feel more complete, and more rewarding with you in my life and conversations.

May God bless both me to help endure this hardship I am carrying, and to bless those reading this blog to hold my hand and heart through this experience.

Bondage Living Vs Living With Freedom

Based on my own experience of being happy and satisfied with my personal or public life; I prefer living with freedom vs bondage.

What is the bondage I am speaking of?

Bondage living is not living life with freedom of being yourself with people you spend time with. This indicates a form of shame. Shame and living your entire life secretly is not happiness or fulfillment.  A certain amount of privacy or discretion is entitled but it should not be your entire life ,especially with major life decisions or experiences like marriage, partnerships, love,friendships,employment or children involved.When I think of living in bondage I think of a form of prison, jail, handcuffed or a ball around the ankles in a metaphorical way. Tied to living without truth.

Living in bondage is not living your life in full truth or some form of deceit is involved within your living.


What does living with freedom imply or mean?

Living with freedom means living your life honestly yet passionately in all areas of your life. I find the more honest, forthright and passionate I am in both my public and personal life, the more I am trusted as a friend, lover or family member. I have even been more trusted with reviews, and business related contacts because they see an honest living soul.

Living with freedom is being at peace, comfortable and not ashamed of who you are or embarrassed with the decisions or thoughts of your heart, mind and spirit and who God chose you to be; and not have to hide it from the people around you.

Containing Love VS Morphing Into Something Extravagant

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Moving from musing to musing, or poem to poem, story to story, I find peoples view of love so different then mine. Containing it in a box and only able to love one way or another, instead of letting it transform into something so much more valuable and memorable.