Pushing Ones Limits Of The Soul

Why does man push one to their limits of experiencing pain, grief and anger when they know this will be the result of these activities? They will pursue your heart, mind and soul relentlessly in a variety of methods, until they affect your health to the point where a doctor needs to be seen.

These individuals feel no sympathy or empathy nor any concern for the people they hurt constantly. Instead of letting them go entirely, they will find methods of deceit to contact them, speak to them, or keeping themselves in that persons life without that persons approval?

What can be done to stop this form of pain?

I have struggled with the answer to this for a few months now. I have not yet found the answer other then relying on prayer, scriptures and God to cease these activities that are causing turmoil in ones life and upsetting natural balance of soul.

My suggestion is to keep yourselves as busy as possible to help curb the thoughts and transgression being brought upon your person. I throw myself into creative pursuits, reading, prayer and prophecy to help me combat these attacks on my privacy to heal or privacy to move on from unworthy soul contacts.

Will one heal from these individuals?

I am bound to believe one will eventually heal from this unnatural form of mild abuse. It is a form of abuse but not highly recognized or spoken about in wide circles. Find comfort and solace with the Lord in prayer.

May God bless you today to take care of another person enduring these trials or hardships inflicted on a gentle heart, mind and spirit.

Closer to God

Warning: Fowl language in the video

Why am I discussing this video?

It has spiritual connections to the bible which I am about to explain.

What is this video implying?

In many cases men who are unbelievers or beginning some sort of personal changes, find themselves drawn to whom God calls the proverbs 31 woman. It is not only scriptural it happens very often. They catch a reflection of God in her. This can also occur with women desiring men of God.

Does this video offend me?

Not in the least. I enjoy this particular song by Nine Inch Nails and listen to it often. God looks at the heart of man as the bible clearly tells us. This man in this video sees God in this woman. I just do not tweet the song out because some might take it the wrong way due to the language. However the man singing the song is enduring some sort of personal changes with words such as "help me". It is what I call the dark night of the soul. The dark night of the soul is a reflection of your own sins before the big change of becoming Christian occurs. Notice he says you can not help me with my absence of faith? However at the same time is claiming that she brings him closer to God.

Dark Night of the Soul Material to Read

Wiki

The Dark Night of the Soul is the Gift of Illumination in Higher Consciousness

May God bless you for your own illumination and endurance through your own dark night of the soul experience.

Christian Erotic Sex, Desires VS Adultery

Most Christians do not discuss their sex lives openly because it is not proper conduct to God. However I feel many are misleading others to believe we do not live erotic sex lives, or ones filled with extreme passion or desire. This would be very inaccurate, and to be quite honest is scaring away possibilities to the Cross of Christ. People believing your erotic lifestyle must cease once you come to Jesus, might not ever want to come to the cross.

God wants us to only share sexual experiences with one partner, one man and one woman; unless you have been called to live like some special people in the bible do with more then one wife. More then one wife is allowed in certain situations which will be discussed on other post.

Desires in the bedroom should not be leading to homosexuality, pain, or humiliation but should be leading both to be left feeling satisfied and not seeking passions with another without crossing over to defy God with adding another partner or causing pain to another in any way, shape or form.

In order to decide what is the most appropriate conduct for a healthy sex life without defying the Lord is to look at the bigger picture. I find when I glance at the larger picture, I have more insight of what God allows as healthy sexuality.

A verse in scripture mentions about masturbation and spilling seed, which many atheists seem to latch on too like a bad cold. In certain situations when a man is travelling, or someone is ill, or not at home, this seems to be the only option left other then ADULTERY. I said man because of spilling seed in this verse. In those cases masturbating is a better alternative then straying from your partner. God does not want your desires so out of control, that you are taking your desires to someone else.

In my home we use a variety of toys, lingerie, costumes and masturbation is most certainly allowed. Masturbation curves desires to stray outside your home to find it in the arms of someone else. Sexual positions are not any different in our Christian home, as they are in any other home of an unbeliever.

I simply shared this information so you would know that someone like myself with very powerful gifts of God as some can see, do lead a very healthy, sexy and erotic lifestyle with the one partner I have at home.

I am hoping this post will help educate either those confused on sexuality in their Christian homes, or if someone is an unbeliever wondering if "Christians are prudes", or what occurs in our homes.

When Not Knowing How to Love

I have learned a very hard lesson these past few months, that I never thought I would ever see or learn. Some people have no idea what loving someone is or means. I am not talking this grand love affair, I am talking the word love in general. To care for another human being in regards to what is best for them, their health, their well being, and placing them before yourself. I took it for granted that everyone knows how to do this?

That would not be the case. Some do not understand the meaning of the word love at all? I have just endured an experience that I hope is long over now. Since changing my blog entirely, to being very cautious of who comes on to my social media again.

My heart is broken, and I am having a hard time healing. I hope this helps by knowing my blog is now away from prying eyes.